06 May 2018

Letter Of Happiness Giveaway By Blog Siqahiqa

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Letter Of Happiness Giveaway By Blog Siqahiqa
The last time I joined a giveaway was almost 2 years ago, a Premade Template Giveaway by ErinAzmir.com. Today, I've found a very interesting giveaway by Siqahiqa and I've decided to join it. So, here we go.

Syarat Penyertaan Giveaway: 

1. Follow Blog Siqahiqa (follower gadget ada di page footer)
2. Follow Facebook page BLOG SIQAHIQA
3. Follow Instagram @haqisfila dan @siqahiqa_
4. Copy banner dan buat satu entri bertajuk “Letter of Happiness Giveaway by Blog Siqahiqa”. (please backlink). 
5. Publish entri anda dan tinggalkan link pada ruangan komen di sini.

You have the chance to join this giveaway until 13th of May 2018. So, hurry up guys, let's join this together! Please click on the banner for more information about this giveaway. Good luck everyone!

Random Questions

Sunday, May 06, 2018 8
Random Questions
Since I can't sleep and I don't know what to do, let's answer some random questions from Conversation Starters World.

1. What hobby would you get into if time and money weren't an issue?
SKYDIVING. I really really really want to try it but it's so expensive and hello I am a broke college student *sing Khalid - Young Dumb & Broke*

2. What fictional place would you most like to go?
The most common answer from a potterhead, HOGWARTS!

3. What are some small things that make your day better?
Good morning/good night text from someone I love.

4. What skill would you like to master?
PROGRAMMING. But there's a lot of programming languages that I have to learn. Currently I have learned C, C++, C#, Visual Basic, Java and other (than programming) languages such as HTML, CSS, JavaScript, PHP, SQL, VBScript, OpenGL, etc.

5. What's your favorite drink?
Any type of coffee.

 6. What is something that is considered a luxury, but you think you couldn't live without?
My skin care, Clinique. One of the reasons why I am broke af! I spend more than 500MYR (every 4 to 6 months) for my skin care but it's really worth it *shed tears*

7. What is the most annoying question that people always ask you?
The common 'makcik bawang' question, "Bila nak kahwin?" umm.

8. What's your dream car?
Audi A8 2018. Why? Watch this!

9. What's the best thing happened to you last week?
My supervisor said, "You don't need to work on the export button anymore, focus on the website and the new task.". Finally! I've been working on that export button for 3 weeks and all I've got is just a blank page and 16543219871 errors. Oooo.... kay.

10. If you didn't have to sleep, what would you do with the extra time?
Reading πŸ’—

05 May 2018

Random Thoughts

Saturday, May 05, 2018 0
Random Thoughts

The Japanese say you have 3 faces. The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your family. The third face, you never show to anyone. It is the truest reflection of who you are.

I'm pretty sure most of you ever read this somewhere on the internet. And this is what crossed my mind when the first time I read it; we are all pretenders that pretend to be someone else to please someone else.

01 May 2018

Happy Labour Day

Tuesday, May 01, 2018 8
Happy Labour Day
So, this is what I am doing during the precious-one-day-public-holiday.

From a programmer to a babysitter. Meet my niece, Asya.

As you know, 'bawang' generation keep increasing these days. So, these are some of POV from 'makcik bawang' that I've got today while teman-ing my mother and sister went for shopping.

Netizen A:
Comelnya anak!

Netizen B:
Anak putih, mak gelap. Ikut ayah kot?

Netizen C:
Mudanya dah ada anak, dah habis belajar ke belum ni?

I don't take their comments seriously, but I think it's rude to judge people that you have never met before. It's okay to be friendly but please mind your words. If you don't have something nice to say, it's better to keep your mouth shut.

Btw, Happy Labour Day everyone!

05 April 2018

Broken Heart

Thursday, April 05, 2018 6
Broken Heart

Last night, my friend was broke up with her boyfriend of 3 years and I don't know what to do, she was so sad. I think, her eyes still swollen from crying last night (probably still crying right now).

"He left me for real." she said.

I don't know. I am sad, too. I thought they will make it. Look at how happy she looks when she was with him, make me imagine the happy ending for them. But unfortunately, they gave me a sad ending. And people with a weak heart like me really hate sad endings.

She reminds me of a silly girl that I have known for years. That silly girl has been together with her ex-boyfriend for 6 years (on-off relationship).  She was 19 at the time when her ex-boyfriend left him. And this time, it is finally off and he never comes back. For a 19 years old girl, 6 years was considered 1/3 of her life cycle and that 1/3  of her life was full of him.

The first 2 years after he left was the hardest part for her. Going through the healing process, she picked up the broken pieces of her heart and reassembled it alone. But then it shattered into million pieces again after knowing that he had found someone new, less than one year after they broke up.

That silly girl asked, "Is it that easy for him to forget me?"

It is already been 4 years since he left her. Moving on was not that easy, I guess? Even though she can lie to people by telling them that she is okay, but she still cannot lie to herself. It is like there is a missing piece that makes her puzzle incomplete. Like there is a big hole in her heart, which she had given that part to him but he did not return it.

Here is a little advice for those who are struggling to move on from their ex, all you need is time. Take as much time as you need. Cry for the whole day, if that what it takes for you to release all your sadness. Eat as much as you want, if that what makes you happy. Laugh as loud as you want, if that what makes you forget all the craps. Do not care about what others think of you, just do it in your own way.

One fine day, you will finally able to tell yourself, "I have moved on." and you will find your own prince/princess charming that is meant to be with you till the end. You will make it.

For the time being, just learn to appreciate yourself and explore the world! I am very sure that you will find out something new about yourself.

Been there and done everything that I have said at the above, yes, I am that silly girl. Finally moved on even though it takes longer than expected but yeah, I am still proud of myself. I finally learned how to truly forgive someone and I stop putting the blame on everything including myself.

For my dear friend, there is nothing much that I can do but I will always be there for you. There is always a reason behind everything. Just smile and keep going πŸ’—

16 February 2018

I'm Back

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I'm Back
*One of my favourites from Illenium's album, Awake ❤

After 9 months and 15 days finally, I'm back. I really miss writing on my blog but I don't have enough time to update anything here. So, it's already 2018. I know it's too late for New Year wishes, but I don't care. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!


Since I am currently doing my internship at the company which most of the staffs (85%) were Chinese, I've got longer CNY holidays  (14th Feb - 19th Feb) compared to my friends hehe. And of course, they got jealous 😌 I also got angpau and lot of oranges!

So, after struggling for 2 days to choose a new template and editing this and that (it's a tiring process and this is the ultimate reason why I stay with one template for a long time), here is my new look! The main reason why I changed my blog template is that my old template looks boring and I think this is one of the ways to encourage my(lazy)self to write 😌

If you happened to visit my blog, please leave your link at my Cbox (click on the TALK section below the header) so I can visit yours back 😊

01 May 2017

Good Bye April

Monday, May 01, 2017 2
Good Bye April

I think I just wrote about March? Is it already the end of April? 

I think you'll be sick of reading about me nagging of how busy my student's life is. I've tons of project to be submitted on May. So, my April consist of lack of sleep, lack of rest, less food (since I have less time to eat/I am so lazy to buy something to eat), more caffein, less class (I like it!), and what else? Oh, less time alone. Since I like to spend my time alone, this is so irritating. I have to go out, having a group discussion and so on. I feel like I don't have time for myself anymore T_T

The best part of April is when I can fly back home because hey, it's mid-semester break! I've spend my mid-semester break (30 March - 9 April) at home. As you can see in my previous post, I've attended Grand Launch of SHOPPINKBOXCEREAL Website on 1 April at Disenar Space. Ahh, I miss my home food (mom, can you please come here?)! 

*Family photo at the airport. Excuse my tak senonoh face (baru lepas nangis sebab kena balik U πŸ˜‚)

I took the last flight back to Sarawak because I want to spend more time with my family. At this moment, I'm so grateful because I'm still studying inside the country. I can't imagine what will happen to me if I'm studying abroad. My parents probably will go bankrupt because of me 😌

The saddest thing is I CAN'T GO TO PBAKL! I've to wait for another 2 years 😭 So, PBAKL 2020, please come faster! I've got a long list of books that I want to buy and heck PBAKL gave a lot of discounts! I even mute her/his on Twitter if that person tweet anything about PBAKL. Hey, I even block that PBAKL word on my Twitter. Can you see how disappointed that I am?

I've got a very long playlist because hey, THE CHAINSMOKERS RELEASE THEIR NEW ALBUM! And they're being so generous by sharing it on YouTube. New marketing strategy, I guess?

So, here we go. I present to you, my April playlist (jeng jeng jeng!).

Am I the only one who got very excited because Paramore release new single? Trust me, I felt disappointed at first when I heard this song because it doesn't sounds like Paramore. But then, hey this song is not that bad. This song is strangely addicting. And I love Hayley new hair! She's so pretty!!!!

My most favorite song from The Chainsmokers new album! Another songs from The Chainsmokers new album: Young, Bloodstream, My Type, The One, Wake Up Alone, Break Up Every Night, Don't Say, Last Day Alive and Honest.

WELCOME BACK DEMI! I've watched The Late Show with James Corden (Divas Riff Off with Demi Lovato) and I hate how people only commented about she gained weight instead of her powerful voices.